i danced my face off, had this one girl completely naked

valentines day sucks. it just does. i did go out, put on the good face, i even had a little fun. however, i still ended up alone in my bed with my computer sitting on my chest wanting to blog but too drunk to figure out how to sign in. instead i laughed at my own witty jokes, which i thankfully cant remember, texted with one eye closed (when i used 2 eyes i saw 2 phones, its only logical right?) and watched youtube videos. but wait there's more. this morning i woke up at 725 to go film a music video for a kid in the film school. head pounding, room spinning, wanting to die, i dragged myself to starbucks, only to realize that i had left my credit card and open tab at the nine oh last night. oh, and i had lost my roommates fake ID that i didnt even use but somehow ended up with. cool. however i quickly realized that my night could have ended worse- my good buddy safia texed me "im having a meltdown, i lost my car." she wins.

in all i am not a valentines day fan. all you do is eat candy to make yourself feel better, and lets get real- candy hearts are really gross so its not even worth it. i'm actually pretty ok with not having an actual valentine to canoodle, i get more fed up with all the commercials and accompanying bullshit that goes with it. however, it does provide an excellent excuse to get sloshed so it cant be that bad of a holiday, right?

so other than valentines day, this weekend i was in an 80s music video for a kid in the film school. i mean tons of people are out of town so why shouldnt i waste my time doing something nice for another person. god im such a giver. before you go thinking this is some kind of elaborate affair lets get something straight, this is a student film with no budget at all and a relatively inexperienced director at the helm. it could have been a disaster but it wasnt. it went pretty well i think. i mean we had to contend with some crazies in the university village shopping center but thats to be expected. in fact i think five guys dressed in spandex, cut off t shirts, wigs, and pink tights may have even fit right in with the mexican fiesta full of jarritos and questionable nachos, the old man with no teeth singing, well serenading really, and the homeless lady telling a wall that jesus will save it for roughly 45 minutes before moving on to enlighten some other inanimate object. good times had by all

last night in my drunken assault of youtube i stumbled upon this gem. i dig it. you should too if you know whats good for you. i also decided that i need to make my life more like asher roths in the music video since a repeated line to me last night was "wow charlie i never see you outside your apartment" FML.

FML is another good one that i found. endless amounts of laughter, but if you read sarah jenning's blog then you would probably know that already.

alright. well i dont really have anything else to say.